World News – GB – Love Island star Jessica Hayes loses her son at 19 weeks

The 27-year-old who won the first series on Love Island announced last week that she is pregnant with her second child with fiancé Dan Lawey.

In a heartbreaking Instagram post, Jessica put her son’s footprints and handprints on a baby blanket and announced that he was born on Jan.. November died at 4 a.m.. 53 o’clock.

Jess wrote, « I am so sorry that I could no longer keep you safe. I’m sorry I couldn’t take you home. I’m sorry we had to say goodbye in such a way that it shouldn’t be.

« The pain is unbearable and I feel like I’m drowning in grief. I thought of all the what-ifs and questions about who you would be .

« I look at the clock and count the hours your time is moving, but if you’re not here and not getting older, that’s not fair.  » . Not a first time, smile or laugh . Why did this happen to us? .

« I wish I could stare at your beautiful face a little longer and hold you in my arms forever . I look down at my empty stomach where you should still grow safely and I feel so empty without you, there are no kicks, no flapping . .

« I could see Presley in you, you were so beautiful, perfectly formed. You would never play together and be best friends in this world and it hurts so much that he would have loved you, his little brother, so much .

« I’m thankful we spent 19 weeks together and I carried you as long as possible before it was your time to win your wings. .

“You will always be our beautiful son and I promise you that you will forever occupy the greatest place in our hearts, my sweet angel.

« I’ll make sure the world knows how special you are . . Until we see my teddy again . . Too special for this world. I love you now, forever and ever . Your mom, dad and big brother Presley. ‘

Friends and fans have expressed their condolences in the comment section, including island resident Hannah Elizabeth, who wrote, “I love you all. Always there for you. ‘

A week ago, Jess confirmed that it was new! Magazine expecting her to have a pregnancy shoot, stating that she had been gone for almost three months when she found out she was pregnant.

She told the magazine, “It was completely unexpected! I’ve always said I want a big family. I’ve always had visions of being at the table in the same house with everyone.

« We said, ‘Definitely when Presley is three, » so obviously it wasn’t planned, but we’re overjoyed anyway. I’m still pretty young and it’s nice to get it done early. ‘

The reality star is best known for starring on the first series of Love Island in 2015, winning the series with Max Morley.

Sands UK is a stillborn and newborn charity that is committed to reducing the number of babies dying and ensuring that those who have lost a baby receive the best possible care for as long as they need it.

The charity aims to better understand the causes of baby death and is working with governments and other organizations to raise awareness of issues related to baby loss.

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